it’s been a few weeks that are hard to describe. you see, i’ve worked since i’ve been 14. i’ve never been without a job. i always thought it was wise to find another one before leaving the one you were at, but God doesn’t always work like that. so this time, He moved me out, and hasn’t revealed where we are going yet. do you know how easy it is to “trust” God when you have money in your bank account and don’t worry about how you are going to pay your bills? or when you have steady work and all of your benefits paid for? it’s really easy to trust when you don’t have to. in my current situation, i have to trust. i’m having to learn to let go. i’m having to believe that God has a ministry that He wants me to do. I’m having to believe that i might need to go work at a retail job in the interim. i’m having to believe that God can provide the needed things off of my wife’s salary. i have no direction other than this.
You will make known to me the path of life;
In Your presence is fullness of joy;
In Your right hand there are pleasures forever.
so today, i’m praying that we would dwell in His presence. and that it would be enough. more than enough.