missing the call-Chuck Harris: June 2011
wisdom calls. she calls loudly.
have i listened? did i, do i love well?
do i love deeply? do i love purely? do i love sacrificially?
did i give up my own selfishness for others? do i prefer others over me?
i often think that i don’t, i didn’t. i just thought of myself
i didn’t get my way.
i can justify anything. i can make myself believe.
i guess it comes back to that first question
was wisdom calling and like the fool, i failed to listen?
i mean i heard it. her voice boomed though still and small.
did i just not listen, or did i choose to ignore?
did i not like what she had to say?
it appears my foolishness has overtaken me again.