neglect…


that’s what i’ve done with this blog.

i guess i could make excuses….

my life was in the toilet….

we moved….

i started a new job…

i didn’t feel like writing…

but there’s a problem with that.  the problem is…

those aren’t the reasons. i just didn’t feel like writing.  maybe those things contributed to the lack of putting pen to paper and fingers to keyboard, but the fact is….

i just didn’t feel like it.

but why? why didn’t i feel like writing? why didn’t i take the time and effort when i enjoy it and it brings me life? i mean i used to read 5 books at a time and i haven’t been doing that either.

pain does funny things to you.  it sucks your energy. it steals your joys. it’s a place that i’d rather not be right now, but i know in the long run, it will get better and i will personally be better off for it.

so, i’m going to try and write more.  i’m going to try and read more.  i’m going to try and create more.  i’m going to try and sing more.  i’m going to try and live more…

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