wow, can you believe that February is already over?
this year seems to be blowing by. last year was such a tough year, it seemed to drag on and on. i just wanted it to be over. this year it seems there is not enough time to get everything done. i guess it’s because i’m more busy and haven’t isolated myself like i did last year.
funny thing about denial, you don’t see it until you’re already in the cycle. i never thought i isolated myself last year, but i did it over and over. not only that, i ran away from and pushed away people who loved me. it pretty much sucks.
so i’m saying this year is going better. i have community. i have purpose. i’m staying, and not running away.
i hope your year is going well too.